No te deprimas, ocúpate

“No te deprimas, ocúpate”. Algo así me decía mi mamá; un dicho que no recuerdo de donde lo sacó, pero que ahora le encuentro más sentido, porque a lo largo de mucho años he dependido de buscar la solución perfecta a mis problemas en vano. Las soluciones perfectas no existen, pero entender que no existen… Continue reading No te deprimas, ocúpate

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Inside From the Outside

Inside from the Outside people can only see me shacked up in the Great White Castle, Wasting Away while the Harbinger of Lost Souls eats Away at me. Constrained by a Sick mind Rewinding back to Past times. Aging fast scared of Dropping Dimes, Waiting, smiling, masking, dying; The King is Dead. He’s been dead… Continue reading Inside From the Outside

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Awakened

The fires that burn Inside Man´s heart can be extinguished By Himself, yet can be reignited through small embers Fed regularly with combustibles that lay Beneath His Soul, Deeply tucked away in the far corners of His own Darkness; And within this Lonely, fireless, Cold can He Be Awakened into Ethereal Consciousness; No longer plagued… Continue reading Awakened

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Going the Distance

I detest the act of running while I’m doing it. What the hell is chasing me? What am I running from? Literally or metaphorically, I have no idea. Perhaps I chase greatness, something that continues to elude me, no doubt by my own fault. For only fools and cowards fully blame others for their own… Continue reading Going the Distance

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Factotum

Today I watched the 2005 movie Factotum while looking for inspiration to become a writer. The movie’s protagonist, Henry Chinaski, is American author’s Charles Bukowski’s alter ego played by Matt Dillon. Chinaski is always bouncing from job to job, getting fired really, for leaving his duties unattended in favor of drinking. In the beginning, I… Continue reading Factotum

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La soledad

Siempre escuché hablar acerca de la soledad, pero realmente no sabía lo que era hasta que la experimenté. La soledad es un enemigo silencioso que se toma su tiempo en usurparte la vida. Quiere devorarte todo pero lentamente, no tiene ningún tipo de apuro y no quiere dejar ningún cabo suelto. No te das cuenta… Continue reading La soledad

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A través de senderos, intentando llegar a la verdad

Los temas políticos son ahora aún más abrumadores que en años no eleccionarios, pero creo que no por mucho. Por los últimos quizás 10 años he vivido en carne propia numerosos cambios tecnológicos, sociopolíticos y económicos que ni sabía que andaban ocurriendo. Cuando uno es bien joven entiendo que por lo general no tiende a… Continue reading A través de senderos, intentando llegar a la verdad

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